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Monday, October 29, 2007

Halloween is Near

So it's that time of year again. Our Year is ending, and our Beloved Lord is in his lovers arms, dying slowly. His last few days are upon him and all we can do is remember he will not be gone for long.

I found it amusing, to say the least; that there were very little information about his death. When he dies, he rests for a period of time, allowing his soul to re-energize before embedding his soul into his unborn son. Now is Son will be born as Him at the time of Yule.

I like writing Wiccan Sabbat stories. So here is one I'm writing as I write this post. I'll probably edit, delete, repost and so on 'till I get it right.




Kia and Samhain

The little ginger cat looked curiously at her witchy friend, her eyes blinking as she saw the young witch put up decorations. The tabby was still a kitten, and had only been around for a few Sabbats. The hallway was covered in cobwebs, the kitchen table had a black cloth with bright orange sparkles on the edges, with bats and other scary creatures. There was a skeleton hung on the back of a door and whats worse, there was a monster with blood dripping from his mouth and an open wound on his neck.

The kitten puffed up and took off from the kitchen area in such a fuss. The young witch could only blink in surprise. Deciding to finish putting up the black and orange streamers on the top of the walls, she contemplated where her kitten would have went to hide. There were decorations everywhere so the kitten would probably be under the bed or under the pillows in her room.

The young witch got off her foot stool and began calling out Kia's name. For about 10 minutes she heard not a single mew. She looked at first in the bedroom, under the bed, pillows and even blankets. Puzzled she tried the living room. She couldn't find her there either. Not in or under the cushions, in the flower pot (she loved to take naps there) or even behind the book case. Deciding she try somewhere else, she tripped on a lump underneath the rug. The witch landed with a thug and looked to see how that happened. Underneath the carpet was an unharmed ginger tabby, puffed up still like a porcupine fish.

"Now what has gotten into you?" She asked, picking up the kitten by the scruff of her neck and holding her gently, but firmly, in her arms.

The ginger kitten looked up at her, tawny amber eyes wide.
"Monsters an' creepy things... why?" She was only a kitten, and learning to speak in ways for the witch to understand wasn't easy.
"It's Samhain. It's the time of year that people like to have spooky things around and have fun. It's nothing to be scared about though, the monsters in the kitchen aren't real. Although, it wouldn't be unusual if you saw a ghost."

"Real ghosts?"
"Yep. The spirit realm is at it's very thinnest. Most mean no harm, but a few do. Here." She said, putting the kitten on the table, beside a jack-o-lantern with a face carved into it. The kitten sniffed it and scrunched her nose a few times. Raw pumpkin didn't smell the best.
"What's that?"
"That is a Jack-O-Lantern. It guides the dead around safely and scares off any that would might wish harm upon others."
"Does it work?"
"I haven't had any bad ghosts bug me during this time of year, so I yes it does." She said with a smile.

The kitten looked at it, it had a scary face but she put a paw on it, moving it slightly off balance. It wiggled back and forth when she stopped pushing on it.
"It's neat looking. I like it."
"I'm glad." Said the witch.

The kitten looked at all the decorations. She was still confused about it, but like the rest of the sabbats, she knew there was something special about this one. It wasn't often her entire house was themed off of a holiday. In fact, she couldn't recall one that required such elaborate decorating.

"Morgan, what is Samhain about? Is it an important holiday?" The kitten asked, Morgan looked sad and picked up the kitten, carrying her to the living room. They sat down on Morgans favorite chair.

"Samhain is a very happy, and yet a very sad time of year." She said, her voice a bit quiet.

"Today is the day the great Lord has rest his head in peace after taking his last forsaken breath. He died today in the Lady's arms." The kitten looked at her. Kia knew about the God and Goddess. How they controlled the seasons, plants and animals. Though she knew very little about their life cycles. She didn't know God's could die.

"Wh... what about summer? Don't we need the God for his sun?? Will the sun never rise again?"
"The sun will rise again. It will just be very cold and faint. Don't worry though, his lover will give birth to him in December."

"Born again? When?"

"December 21, when the sun rises. Then he will grow and grow into spring and summer, and slowly wane back into fall and die before winter. It's how it's always been. During his transition from death to birth, his soul rests for awhile. When he feels he has enough energy, he puts his soul into his unborn son. When his son is born, it is the God who is reborn again. It sound confusing now, but you'll understand better as you get older."

"Oh. So is that why there are a lot of spooky things around?" Kia asked curiously.
"I suppose so, I understand that the veil that separate us from those who have crossed over is very thin. Perhaps it's because the Lord has crossed over and his power is so great that it thinned the wall. But, that is only what I think. Not everyone thinks the same." Morgan said, stroking the kitten.

"Samhain... is the time to remember those who have passed away." Morgan looked at a picture of a big orange tabby tom cat. He wore a leather spiked collar, made for a dog, and looked like he was smiling. A tear ran down her cheek.

"Like father?" Kia said sadly.
"Yeah, like your father." Morgan said, solemnly.
"And my grandparents, my friends, and even people we wish to not remember - or plainly not welcome. Some ghosts are just best to be left alone, especially if they're malicious and like to play tricks on us."

Kia looked at the picture of her dad. Her mom belonged to someone else, but her brothers and sisters all found good homes. Her dad died after becoming ill. She was born shortly after his death. Morgan petted the kittens soft fur, reminding herself how Luke felt when he was that small. She missed her boy very much, but was glad for the bundle of fur in her arms.

"Will I ever see my dad?" Kia asked, licking the tear from Morgan's cheek.
"One day I'm sure. I don't think his spirit is strong enough yet to meet us though this year."

Morgan placed the kitten back on the ground and got up. She still had some work to do. Halloween was only a few days away.

"Come on girl, let's go to the market and pick up some apples and sweets. Trick-Or-Treaters will be visiting our home soon."

Morgan looked once more at the picture of her beloved friend.
"I hope to see you this year, my friend. If not then I'll be waiting."

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Two Wolves

I cannot remember where I found this, but I did not write it and I do not claim it as my own. This was just one of the files I had under my "Ethics" folder on my computer.

Two Wolves
Peaceful and relaxing

An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them...

“A fight is going on inside me... it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego.

The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.

This same fight is going on inside you and every other person, too.”

They thought about this for a minute, and then one child asked his grandfather... “Which wolf will win?”

The old Cherokee simply replied... “The one you feed.”


But I must say, it's words to live by.

Friday, October 19, 2007

Testing yourself

So we've all been here, long trip to the bathroom.. bring a book!

Well... just because I spend nearly 80% of the day on my computer (sometimes up to 95%) doesn't mean I don't read books. I don't have tons mind you, but I do have a decent collection.

However, I've never really completed one of my Wiccan books before. To fix this "getting a Wiccan book but never using it" mode I came up with this.

YOUR OWN BOOK QUIZ!!!

Fun right!? I'm hearing the LoL's from here! Ok I'm serious! This is just a thought from nearly 35 hours of no sleep so I haven't tried this yet, but it sounds plausible.

Pick up the book you wish to study. Find key points of each chapter, read * on the bottom of the pages if the author put * beside a word or sentence. Do a quick scan and ask yourself, what did you pick up? Something you didn't understand? Completely boring?

It's all good. Ask questions about the chapter. "What did I learn?" "What should I go back and study for again?" "Why does this work?" Things like that.

Don't forget the all important "What do you think this means? Why?" Questions!

An essay at the end of the book is another great idea.

TAKE NOTES, STUDY THE BOOK, AND LEARN FROM IT!

Worse comes to worst... you might actually learn something!


The things I come up with when I'm sleep deprived.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Good afternoon.

Hello again, as of last night I came up with a brilliant idea!

I have a BoS on my computer. It's a file that's on my other harddrive where I've copied things I've put onto notes and placed the articles in the files.

My BoS is HUGE 997 files and 152 folders. There is a reason why I don't anything into binders or an actual BoS, there's just no way!

If anyone knows how to personalize their desktop, then you've probably have put a picture on your folders to describe the folders content better.

If you don't know what I'm talking about then here's how you do it.

1. Find the folder you wish to personlize
2. Right click the folder and go down to Properties at the very bottom
3. Go to the Customize tab on the far right of the Property window
4. Go to "Choose Picture"
5. Browse your computer and find the picture that you want to put.


And there you go. No matter how many pictures or files you have stored in that folder, it'll only show that picture for now on. You can change it when ever you want too.

But see.. just CHOOSING a picture didn't seem personal to me enough. It wasn't what I wanted and it's taken me nearly a year to figure out why it didn't feel right. Then it occurred to me: Make my own!

I use the GIMP program. It's a free paint program similar to that of Photoshop or MS paint. I'll give you a tutorial, but I do apologize that it IS for GIMP and not PSP or MS Paint.


Anyways, two example folders inside my BoS is my Ailments and Therapies folder (natural cures, tinctures, medicines, and common illnesses and natural remedies) and my Animal Folder.




Ailment and Therapies old folder cover


Animals old folder cover


As you can see, there's nothing wrong with them. In fact they're rather good pictures to use. But I got them off of Google and that to me just sounds... wrong I guess.

So, I've learned to make background images and manipulate pictures and the like and came up with an idea. I created these instead.




Copyright to Tanis W.B 2007 all rights reserved!

Copyright to Tanis W.B 2007 all rights reserved!

I shrunk these down, click on them to see the full size. They are 500 by 500 so that they cover the maximum amount of space on the folder. That way you can see both the name and the details a bit better. The animal one (especially the leopard.) was a lot harder then I originally thought. I cut out each animal from a different picture and used different techniques to show off each one at it's best. I think it turned out beautifully, even if some of the animals aren't cut out perfectly.

So don't let anyone tell you that just because you have your BoS on your computer, that you can't personalize and customize it to your liking. There are a lot of things that you can do to make it beautiful!

Enjoy!

Monday, October 15, 2007

Halloween Incantation

I've been chanting this since this evening.

Today was beautiful, it was warm and bright and very unusual weather here where I live.

Because of this: I want to make sure that it's nice out on Halloween so I can actually go out with my friends. This is VERY short.

May Halloween Be As Blissful and as Warm as this day!

Repeat as often as you feel necessary.

I did this when riding on my Vino Scooter (Yamaha) going back and forth to my boyfriends house. I know it's going to be a wonderful day.


Hello

I'm hoping that this will work. More or less it's just random notes and things about what I've learned and want to pass on to others.

I'm a Solitary Wiccan who is finally TRULY out of the broom closet after beginning my studies at the age of 15. At 20 I still consider myself new to Wicca, but I feel more adept and want to offer to teach others what I've learned and experienced.

My studies aren't always written 100% by me. If this is the case then references will be given with name and a website if available (or book title if it may be.)

I'm also Cree, a Native American that often populates the Plains (like myself) or the Forests of Alberta, and Saskatchewan, though like all human races, we're found in a lot of other places as well. My family's name is Wuttunee, which means Eagle Tail Feather, we're 'Plains' Cree. The two types of Cree are Forest and Plain. Both have similar but different dialect, and Forest are usually found higher north. Probably why I don't like the cold as much as my friends. I'm, like I've mentioned a Plains..woman. I was born in Calgary, Alberta; but I live in Peace Country now. (North Western Alberta, two hours from the nearest mountain.)

Sorry for the background check. A lot of my work is based on three things:

The Elements
The Deities
The Animals

I know VERY little about Cree Lore, though now I'm wanting to do research. It's not easy when things aren't written down.

The only story I know right now is what my mom told me when I was little. May this be the first of many children stories that my heritage has to offer, both as a learning experience as well as bedtime stories for little ones. This is a very short story, but to this day it's one of my favorites.

The Owls Warning

My mother once told me how my family was at war with a tribe of Black Feet. Though we are allies now, for many moons we fought with one another for food and land.

One night, the Black Feet were planning an ambush on our family as they slept. No one would have known either if it wasn't for a young lad who decided to stay up late that night. He heard a voice, a soft murmur almost.
Wuttunee Wuttunee!

The young boy looked around but saw no one. He went up to one of the elders who was looking at the fire, studying it's flame and smoke.

"The wind! The Wind called to me! It said Wuttunee!" Said the young boy but the elder looked at him, smiled and told him not to worry. The Wind was our friend, it was probably greeting you as it flew past.

Calming the young boy he went back to where he was, wondering if he'd hear the voice again.

Wuttunee Wuttunee! The Black Feet! Wuttunee Wuttunee! Black Feet are Coming!

Now the young boy was at a panic. The voice sounded like hooting! He looked up in the trees and sure enough, a Horned Owl was watching him from a branch on a birch tree. The young boy shot up and went to the elder, telling him what he heard.

Elders are very wise, he took the young boy seriously, as he has heard a similar warning before earlier that day, though was sure he had only heard the wind. Both the young boy and the elder woke everyone up, the warriors were able to defend our family. The Black Feet were defeated and never came again in the dead of night.


As told to me by my Mother.
L. J. B.

Tanis